spring/morning
it’s my first spring 
sober 
before the sun 
feeling its warmth 
without 
the red-faced fever 
of alcoholism. 
alien birds sing 
daily 
epiphanies 
of love and 
new faith. 
i ash my 
cigarettes on our 
brick home 
& let the wind 
free me of 
fault. 
i have too many ghosts 
in my rear view mirror. 
but morning continues 
and i write you 
an 
explanation: 
“will unload 
the dishwasher, 
didn’t want to 
while you were sleeping.”
 
                        